Celebration of Joey  / Terrie Whiteman (friend of Matt's Mom )

Hi Matt, Just coming by to wish you and your family a Happy Thanksgiving.

I hope you have met my son Joey by now and are great friends.Don't forget to send your Mom lots of hugs and signs that you are at peace and that heaven is a beautiful place to be in.

Love, Terrie (Joey's Mom)

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Remembering Matthew  / Carol Pizzi (Angel Debbie's Mom )

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2 years without you.  / Mom (mom)
My 2nd year with out you.

I am sickened by my grief. I am sickened by what I can not see. Torn down by pain and ripped apart by what I can not explain. I do not know who I am or where this will all end. I only know that my son is gone and that I will never see him again.

I miss his smile and his laughter. I miss the purpose of being his mother. I feel so all alone in a world for which I no longer belong. No one can understand unless they too have lost a child the ever growing emptiness inside my wounded heart. I no longer feel the same way as I use to feel. Life has beaten down me and taken what I so needed to live.

How will I ever go on, how will I ever get use to a life that I never wanted to live. Surrounded by silence it echo’s through me like a cold sharp wind sent to remind me that what once was will never be again.

I yearn so deeply for the boy I have lost. The mysteries of his life are now but scattered pieces tossed around and sifted through by the hands of others. What once was so sacred can no longer be found. Even the sweetness of his scent has faded with time. Unsure of tomorrow I live only for today, lost in time captured by pain. The only thing I’m sure of is that life will never be same……
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Sending you prayers  / Beth Hall
I'm so sorry for your loss.  Matthew is a handsome young man and I'm sure he's watching over you to help you through this difficult journey we now travel.  I lost my 16 - 1/2 son only 2 miles from home also.  Just 2 miles and he would've been safe at home.  WHY??  We'll always ask that question.  My heart and prayers are with you.  My son's site is www.hayeskent.com Close

we will miss ya  / Michael Stanfield (Friend)

man...i had no idea you were gone brother...I remember it seemed just yesterday we was skating and stuff...miss you forever and condolences to all your friends and family....sorry it took this long bro

R.I.P Homie.........

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I love my and miss my BROTHER  / Jenn (Sister)

A picture is worth a thousand words
or so I've heard it said before
But, to look at this picture of love
makes me believe it even more
Oh, how Matthew and Jennifer adored each other
and it shows in the picture above
And although his life on earth was ended
Nothing could ever end their love
He watches over her when she works
He's still amazed at her charm
And when a rainbow shows it's colors
Matthew is just wrapping her in his arms
So, don't ever fear, sweet Jennifer
Your little brother is always near
And, if you get lonely and need me
Talk to me, for I CAN HEAR
And as you grow as an adult
I'll still be watching over you
I'll watch you walk down that aisle
When you tell that someone...I DO
And you know that I'm always with you
so talk to me once in a while
Cause I'm your Guardian Angel
guarding an angel that makes ME smile

I found this today Matt and it made me think of you and me I love you baby so much.  The girls started school yesterday I wish you could have seen Pie going to school for the first time and getting on the school bus.  She think that she is so grown now.  Ana tried to hold her hand to get on the bus this morning and she told her Ana I do not need you to hold my hand I can do it.  They are getting so big now I know that you see them just please always be with them and watch after them.  I miss you so bad baby I love you so much....

Your sister

Jen

 

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